I've decided to search out a new neurologist, and I'm going to try to go to a group where it just so happens that a second cousin of mine works with a specialty in neuropsychology. She actually had no clue of what I've been going through all these years, considering I've kept everything super quiet with so much of my family. I've been so embarrassed of what I've been going through, and the fact that I'm so out of control over it, plus the fact that it has complete control over so many facets of my life. I just haven't wanted to admit that it even exists, not to mention how much of a problem it is.
So, we've started talking on email, and she's recommending several neurologists to me. There's apparently some very involved investigative techniques at the hospital, and I'm willing to go through some strong tests and treatments if it means getting better.